雪山之恋 · 母亲为女儿的创意策展

这是一个简简单单的展览，发生于魔都中心一个人的美术馆。samoon和夏慕蓉，前者是画插画的后者是造房子的，但那都是我。一个人的美术馆是M Space的一部分，由建筑师俞挺2016年改造。这次设定作展的区域是美术馆的白房子，一个设计师认为的M Space精神性堡垒。大家都觉得应该定期在这里做点什么，借着首展的契机，我想，也许我能为女儿弯弯做点什么。

This is a simple exhibition which took place in Shanghai Wutopia Lab. Wutopia Lab is part of the M Space which was designed by architect Ting Yu in 2016. This “snow hill” exhibition happened in the white house of the lab. We all believe that we should regularly put up some exhibitions in this white house. With the opportunity of the opening show and as the curator of the lab, I decide to put up an exhibition for my daughter Wan Wan.

▼外观及内景，exterior and interior view ©刘洋

2017年年初，作为一个刚成为妈妈不久的我，还在努力适应母亲这个新的角色。在这个小家伙快半岁的时候，我开始了自己的每日一画。每一幅画都是源于对自我身份认同的强调，亦是紧张生活中的一个出口。弯弯给了我每日一画的灵感，她让我在这个过程中认识自我，忠于自我。每日一画的黑白线条中，每一笔都是爱。

I started my “daily doodle” project when my little girl was half year old. She gave me the inspiration for every doodle on paper. Each doodle is a process of self-recognition and an exit in a busy life. Every black lines on the white paper represents love.

▼展厅内部，interior view ©刘洋

既然设定了目标就要风雨兼程无惧前往，然而灵感却是在开展前一周才到来。我打算完全抛弃用传统画布作展的表现形式，将整个白房子作为画布和背景。线条就盘旋布满在整个白房间，就好像原始时代人们没有文字也没有纸笔，通过涂鸦一些象形符号刻在洞穴石壁上记录日子。每一笔，记录的也都是自我纠结和挣扎的每一天。

For the “snow hill” exhibition, I intended to completely abandon the use of canvases and decide to take the entire white house as the canvas. Lines from my doodles hovered over the entire white room, just like the mural paintings drawn by the ancient people.

▼将整个白房子作为画布和背景，to take the entire white house as the canvas ©刘洋

▼用涂鸦洞穴石壁上记录日子，drawings in the white room ©刘洋

为了使观展者有更贴近雪山的体验，我计划用软包将地面铺满制造陷入雪地的踩踏感。观展需脱鞋，进入可躺下。展览顺利进行，不负灵光。雪山融化后的晚上，我躺在家里念到一段文字：“对未来的真正慷慨，就是把一切献给现在。”

In order to give the visitors a closer look at the snow-capped mountains, I plan to use soft bags to cover the ground to create a sense of stepping into the snow. Visitors need to take off their shoes and they can lie comfortably on the ground.

▼用软包将地面铺满制造陷入雪地的踩踏感，the plan is to use soft bags to cover the ground to create a sense of stepping into the snow ©四月

▼观展需脱鞋，进入可躺下，visitors need to take off their shoes and they can lie comfortably on the ground ©四月

布展的时候，弯爸带着团队来帮我。但是上午的布置结束后，下午他把所有人拒在门外。他一个人关上门，想为我制造一个他心中称得上我的雪山。等到白屋再次揭幕的时候，我的心里是微微有些震惊的。

▼展厅细节，detail of the space ©四月

质疑

当初在首展选题提报了很多方案后，业主何婧问我：“首展要不要作馆长自己的展？” 这是一个我未曾预设的主题，但是我选择了相信何婧的直觉，从半年每日一画的作品中，挑选以女儿“弯弯”为主题的画，作为展览内容。并配合展览，将这些画集结成册。雪山展览之后，每日一画也会定期被我整理成小册子。我还不能确定是否能完全适应母亲这个角色。但妈妈这个身份都是有保质期的。在这个身份尚在保质期内时，希望她还记得爸爸和妈妈一起为她做过一次展览。就像雪山，闪闪的。

For the content on the wall, I selected doodles in which Wan Wan is the subject. In conjunction with the exhibition, these doodles are assembled into a booklet.

▼展览以作者女儿为主题创作，the drawings are all about the designer’s daughter ©四月

展览：雪山·Snow Hill 展览时间：2017.12.23 展览策划&设计：夏慕蓉 插画：samoon 执行团队：何晓雨，王雨斌